Sadie looks down at Ben's hand as he removes it from her's and is struck by how wrong it feels, suddenly very aware of all those memories of holding hands. Ben's apology and his words makes her wilt, because she can so clearly see it in that moment, exactly why the other her had fallen for her best friend.

"...Mossgate is better with you there too... I hated that we'd moved but you became my friend and then it wasn't as bad anymore."

"We should do what they say and enjoy the day... Do you mind if I just take some time to check my phone?" She wanted to fill the gaps, wanted to understand. Maybe the texts and messages and photos on her phone would help?