As if it would inconvenience her She lives in the city and hardly visits Mum as it is I just want her to lay off And a little shock like it being real to her might make the difference
[When he has his memories back, Russell might be a little more ashamed of this behavior.
In this moment, he's really thinking most about how a painful experience for his sister would be convenient to him. He doesn't remember the pain and difficulty Benjiro's going through, and it's all more an intellectual exercise than really real to him.]
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She lives in the city and hardly visits Mum as it is
I just want her to lay off
And a little shock like it being real to her might make the difference
[When he has his memories back, Russell might be a little more ashamed of this behavior.
In this moment, he's really thinking most about how a painful experience for his sister would be convenient to him. He doesn't remember the pain and difficulty Benjiro's going through, and it's all more an intellectual exercise than really real to him.]